Wednesday, April 25
say hello to my poly life. (:
18th - 20th april' o7
baby accompanied me on the first day of orientation.
was split into classes of 20 odd people.
mine was A709. (:
everyone in my class was so quiet in the beginning.
but, DONT JUDGE THE BOOK BY IT'S COVER.
in less than 30mins, all of us went so crazy and high.
including me of cos. ;)
learnt cheers & had much fun.
my class was one of those super hyped up class.
those get ohsohigh over lil things & screamed like some mad asses.
therefore alot of energix are jealous of our mentor, arif.
but engine school was too HUGE that it turn out hard to control.
had regatta at the last day of orientation.
was purely screaming from 1.30pm all the way to 6.30pm. :S
i had fun wacking & shreking at insects at bedok reservior.
it was damn damn fun except for the sore throat that came to me the next day. :(
23rd - 25th april' o7
first day of school was totally fun.
even thou i was having a bad sore throat plus flu bugs & cough came after me.
lab was purely laughters, cam whoring session & hell lots of experiences.
esp the cutting of whatever-it's-called which was my first time.
plus all the weird weird devices which i made fun off.
and the totally dumbass stunts i did to make my class laughed.
well, but something worth praising..
i DID NOT sleep thru any of my tut/lab/lec.
the worst thing i did was to listen to mp3 during emaths lec.
it isnt my fault,
that old naggy lecture's voice was just too draggyyy.
but, i self-studied while listening.
so, it's still alright. (:
but overall, thanks to all my lovely A709 who helped me w/o complaining whenever i dont understand any bit of my work. (:
and of cos, mybaby who goes to school everyday just for me even thou he got no school.
sweetie ass of mine. :D
lastly, ending my post with a photo of my lovely A709..
18th - 20th april' o7
baby accompanied me on the first day of orientation.
was split into classes of 20 odd people.
mine was A709. (:
everyone in my class was so quiet in the beginning.
but, DONT JUDGE THE BOOK BY IT'S COVER.
in less than 30mins, all of us went so crazy and high.
including me of cos. ;)
learnt cheers & had much fun.
my class was one of those super hyped up class.
those get ohsohigh over lil things & screamed like some mad asses.
therefore alot of energix are jealous of our mentor, arif.
but engine school was too HUGE that it turn out hard to control.
had regatta at the last day of orientation.
was purely screaming from 1.30pm all the way to 6.30pm. :S
i had fun wacking & shreking at insects at bedok reservior.
it was damn damn fun except for the sore throat that came to me the next day. :(
23rd - 25th april' o7
first day of school was totally fun.
even thou i was having a bad sore throat plus flu bugs & cough came after me.
lab was purely laughters, cam whoring session & hell lots of experiences.
esp the cutting of whatever-it's-called which was my first time.
plus all the weird weird devices which i made fun off.
and the totally dumbass stunts i did to make my class laughed.
well, but something worth praising..
i DID NOT sleep thru any of my tut/lab/lec.
the worst thing i did was to listen to mp3 during emaths lec.
it isnt my fault,
that old naggy lecture's voice was just too draggyyy.
but, i self-studied while listening.
so, it's still alright. (:
but overall, thanks to all my lovely A709 who helped me w/o complaining whenever i dont understand any bit of my work. (:
and of cos, mybaby who goes to school everyday just for me even thou he got no school.
sweetie ass of mine. :D
lastly, ending my post with a photo of my lovely A709..
what we could have been, 4/25/2007 11:38:00 PM.
Monday, April 23
you gave me a feeling that you dont care anymore.
you're giving me way to much stress that i cant hold.
poly life stress.
totally-not-interested-in-engineering-course stress.
& the stress you're giving me.
my wish for you,
is that this life becomes all that you want it to.
your dreams stay big,
your worries stay small.
and you never need to carry more than you can hold.
and when you're out there getting where you're getting to,
i hope you know somebody loves you.
and wants the same things to, my wish.
you remember all this?
i can understand how you feel.
but pls dont ever talk to me in such manner.
it's really scares me & i tend to see him in you.
i dont wanna see us to go on like this.
4 732559 5683 968 5687. :(
you're giving me way to much stress that i cant hold.
poly life stress.
totally-not-interested-in-engineering-course stress.
& the stress you're giving me.
my wish for you,
is that this life becomes all that you want it to.
your dreams stay big,
your worries stay small.
and you never need to carry more than you can hold.
and when you're out there getting where you're getting to,
i hope you know somebody loves you.
and wants the same things to, my wish.
you remember all this?
i can understand how you feel.
but pls dont ever talk to me in such manner.
it's really scares me & i tend to see him in you.
i dont wanna see us to go on like this.
4 732559 5683 968 5687. :(
what we could have been, 4/23/2007 01:19:00 AM.
Saturday, April 21
alright, it's already 2am.
& i thought it's still early. like probably 12am. -.-
so, i shall make everything short.
today was last day of orientation.
screamed from 1.30pm all the way to 6.30pm.
oh oh oh oh eh eh~ :D
& we all love our purple tee freaking much. (:
although it's abit squeezy & damn hot.
but we did enjoy.
ended at 7.30pm.
met baby with bgss peeps.
they went for jam & hop while me, baby & ray joined them later.
but by the time we reached there.
it ended.
ohwells, it's alright.
becos there's not much engine school students there also. :)
i will post those photos when engine post them on xanga.
ps; baby is back. :D
& i thought it's still early. like probably 12am. -.-
so, i shall make everything short.
today was last day of orientation.
screamed from 1.30pm all the way to 6.30pm.
oh oh oh oh eh eh~ :D
& we all love our purple tee freaking much. (:
although it's abit squeezy & damn hot.
but we did enjoy.
ended at 7.30pm.
met baby with bgss peeps.
they went for jam & hop while me, baby & ray joined them later.
but by the time we reached there.
it ended.
ohwells, it's alright.
becos there's not much engine school students there also. :)
i will post those photos when engine post them on xanga.
ps; baby is back. :D
what we could have been, 4/21/2007 02:03:00 AM.
Thursday, April 19
i miss baby.
it's just so weird w/o him chatting with me in msn.
it's just so awkward when he doesnt reply my msges.
it's just so unusual without him by my side.
it's just so unsafe without him waking me up tml morning.
that silly ass must be having fun now.
while me, suffering from insomnia even when i'm very tired.
i'm so worried abt him.
& afraid abt some important issues of me & him.
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it's just so weird w/o him chatting with me in msn.
it's just so awkward when he doesnt reply my msges.
it's just so unusual without him by my side.
it's just so unsafe without him waking me up tml morning.
that silly ass must be having fun now.
while me, suffering from insomnia even when i'm very tired.
i'm so worried abt him.
& afraid abt some important issues of me & him.
i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby. i miss baby.
what we could have been, 4/19/2007 12:32:00 AM.
Wednesday, April 18
totally insufficient sleep last night.
anxious/worried abt lots of stuffs.
baby was sweet enough to meet me in the morning.
hugging & conforting me that everything will be alright.
met aloysius.
found out we're not in the same class. -.-
so, i was in a class call A709.
well, it's a class of 22 people.
and there are only 6 chinese girls.
our monitor, syaifuddin.
the assistant, zy, which is me. :D
& the treasurer, peng.
i was chosen by din to be the assistant.
JUST BECOS, i smiled at him. -.-
but when i was smiling at him,
i was hoping he get the hint by not choosing me.
but, ohwell.. it doesnt matter. (:
one of my classmate's girlfriend is my primary school friend.
such a small world. ;)
did lots of ice breaking.
played alot of games.
learn lots of cheers.
slacked in our super cramped class with our OL.
delayed lunch was devoured in the class itself.
slacked again & played games with A708.
went down for mass dance.
thats the most interesting part of the whole day.
we were all shy at first.
but after learning all the steps..
me & my classmates were like dancing like maddos.
and i swear we're super high with all those self screams.
did some dontknowwhatbutfun dance.
chicky dance.
and sang/dance the tp school song.
collected my toolbox.
& packed up at ard 6.30.
called baby & he was with his grp.
it was his dinner break at that time & i waited for him cos i thought we can meet up for a lil while.
but last min notice and i have to go home empty handed. :(
i miss baby.
he's now at sentosa playing water games i guess, till 4am he said.
& all their wallets and hps have to be surrendered.
which means, i cant chat with him tonight. :(
well, hope everything goes right for him.
i'll bless my baby with all i have.
miss ya baby.
ps; i'm DEAD TIRED.
having sports tml i heard.
pls bless it wont rain. =\
you wont wanna see whining abt my dirty shoes tml.
anxious/worried abt lots of stuffs.
baby was sweet enough to meet me in the morning.
hugging & conforting me that everything will be alright.
met aloysius.
found out we're not in the same class. -.-
so, i was in a class call A709.
well, it's a class of 22 people.
and there are only 6 chinese girls.
our monitor, syaifuddin.
the assistant, zy, which is me. :D
& the treasurer, peng.
i was chosen by din to be the assistant.
JUST BECOS, i smiled at him. -.-
but when i was smiling at him,
i was hoping he get the hint by not choosing me.
but, ohwell.. it doesnt matter. (:
one of my classmate's girlfriend is my primary school friend.
such a small world. ;)
did lots of ice breaking.
played alot of games.
learn lots of cheers.
slacked in our super cramped class with our OL.
delayed lunch was devoured in the class itself.
slacked again & played games with A708.
went down for mass dance.
thats the most interesting part of the whole day.
we were all shy at first.
but after learning all the steps..
me & my classmates were like dancing like maddos.
and i swear we're super high with all those self screams.
did some dontknowwhatbutfun dance.
chicky dance.
and sang/dance the tp school song.
collected my toolbox.
& packed up at ard 6.30.
called baby & he was with his grp.
it was his dinner break at that time & i waited for him cos i thought we can meet up for a lil while.
but last min notice and i have to go home empty handed. :(
i miss baby.
he's now at sentosa playing water games i guess, till 4am he said.
& all their wallets and hps have to be surrendered.
which means, i cant chat with him tonight. :(
well, hope everything goes right for him.
i'll bless my baby with all i have.
miss ya baby.
ps; i'm DEAD TIRED.
having sports tml i heard.
pls bless it wont rain. =\
you wont wanna see whining abt my dirty shoes tml.
what we could have been, 4/18/2007 10:48:00 PM.
Tuesday, April 17
if i'm irresponsible,
i will NOT go down cpf board for bloody hell 3 times.
if i'm not concern at all,
i will NOT go down tp & waited more than 20mins while i can just go up to the counter and throw the letter in their face.
if i'm really that cant-be-bothered like what you say,
i will NOT delay all my plans with baby and insisted on doing my poly stuffs first.
yes, i do agree i've been out everyday.
but i know school is starting real soon.
& i need my own time before really concentrating on studies.
i still abide rules by reaching home before 7pm.
so why cant you move a step backwards?
plus, i'm out most of the time to get clothes for poly.
while you? only knows how to scream & think of ways to scold me.
why not YOU pay part of my expenses on poly clothings?
why not YOU just shut up and give me more time alone?
why not YOU give me more money to spend instead of bugging me for money?
why not YOU stop nagging me and give me more time with my friends?
why not YOU top up my ezlink w/o complaining?
ya, Y-O-U!
you only know how to..
accuse me.
put words in my mouth.
giving me that irritated look when i'm ALSO irritated.
give me hell lots of stuffs & expect me to complete within some miserable time.
seriously, fuck off. __
you're always bias against me.
and i totally dont feel loved eversince i've grown up.
you're no longer that respectable one whom i looked up to.
seriously, only you & me knows how badly you treat me.
i hate you.
i will NOT go down cpf board for bloody hell 3 times.
if i'm not concern at all,
i will NOT go down tp & waited more than 20mins while i can just go up to the counter and throw the letter in their face.
if i'm really that cant-be-bothered like what you say,
i will NOT delay all my plans with baby and insisted on doing my poly stuffs first.
yes, i do agree i've been out everyday.
but i know school is starting real soon.
& i need my own time before really concentrating on studies.
i still abide rules by reaching home before 7pm.
so why cant you move a step backwards?
plus, i'm out most of the time to get clothes for poly.
while you? only knows how to scream & think of ways to scold me.
why not YOU pay part of my expenses on poly clothings?
why not YOU just shut up and give me more time alone?
why not YOU give me more money to spend instead of bugging me for money?
why not YOU stop nagging me and give me more time with my friends?
why not YOU top up my ezlink w/o complaining?
ya, Y-O-U!
you only know how to..
accuse me.
put words in my mouth.
giving me that irritated look when i'm ALSO irritated.
give me hell lots of stuffs & expect me to complete within some miserable time.
seriously, fuck off. __
you're always bias against me.
and i totally dont feel loved eversince i've grown up.
you're no longer that respectable one whom i looked up to.
seriously, only you & me knows how badly you treat me.
i hate you.
what we could have been, 4/17/2007 01:08:00 AM.
out with baby again.
tampines, tp, bgss, amk hub. :D
ate milk ice snow flakes with chocolate which baby is so high over.
& baby styled my hair for me. (:
total chaotic & madness.
baby is love. (:
let photos replace my words. (:
ps; some of my photos are fugly.
but baby is lovin it. ;)
ending with a totally cute photo of baby.
i'm fugly i know. ;)
ps; baby slept at 11pm.
as he got to wake up at 7.30am tml for orientation.
hope everything goes well for him.
and hope i can manage to wake for some surprise. ;)
& i'll definately miss him like fuck. :(
and also bless my orientation which is like, a day away. BUR!
tampines, tp, bgss, amk hub. :D
ate milk ice snow flakes with chocolate which baby is so high over.
& baby styled my hair for me. (:
total chaotic & madness.
baby is love. (:
let photos replace my words. (:
ps; some of my photos are fugly.
but baby is lovin it. ;)
ending with a totally cute photo of baby.
i'm fugly i know. ;)
ps; baby slept at 11pm.
as he got to wake up at 7.30am tml for orientation.
hope everything goes well for him.
and hope i can manage to wake for some surprise. ;)
& i'll definately miss him like fuck. :(
and also bless my orientation which is like, a day away. BUR!
what we could have been, 4/17/2007 12:54:00 AM.
Sunday, April 15
finally went to snip off my hair.
sick & tired of long and naturally curled hair.
i know friends might say i'm dumb to snip those pretty curls off.
but, i'm just sick of them. -.-
anyway, isnt very free last week.
becos i'm like going out with baby everyday.
& the worst thing is, bugis is the killer spot. -.-
well, just a quick summarised version of my busy week.
mon - me & baby for some shopping @ bugis.
tues - novena square with junn.
wed - bugis again with baby & zhenyi.
thurs - bugis AGAIN with baby, candice & ray.
fri - slacking with baby with my favourite chicken game & some double choc. (:
sat - byebye long hair. :D
wellwell,
baby bought me 2 more tops.
that brown top is with a hidden meaning.
LOLS.
and i finally bought my white skirt. :D
& to make zy a much more happier girl,
i pampered myself with a diva necklace.
like candice, totally bimbo-ness. (:
time flies & school is starting soon.
i feel totally shitty.
becos my orientation is like 3 days away.
while baby's is 2 days away.
and he will be away for 2 nights.
i'm definately gonna miss him like fuck. :(
ps; i hate introducing myself again & again.
& i'll be totally turned off by ppl who doesnt know how to pronounce my name. -.-
ohwell, hope everything goes fine. (:
and baby will be safe & sound from the staying overnight.
a week more to school reopen.
& i'm not done with shopping.
BUR!
baby.. shopping spree again please?
-grins. (:
what we could have been, 4/15/2007 03:02:00 AM.
Thursday, April 12
everything is alright now.
baby loves me, i know. (:
plan to meet that silly at 10.30am.
i overslept due to the cries & woke up at 12pm.
with 44 miss calls in my phone. =baby waited downstairs for more than 2 hours.
yet he didnt whine or complaint. ;)
went bugis.
to get my white skirt.
met zhenyi & had lunch before heading home.
well, zhenyi took the train..
while i took bus with that silly.
& the bus ride was totally HILARIOUS.
well, practically, baby & me had lots of fun.
we crapped abt whosoever. joked abt pesticides & pest. laughed at some oh-so-childish secondary school boys. peeped at adults who are looking at us. played the invisible piano on his hands. secretly ate my favourite old chang kee curry puffs on bus. talked abt weakness, and that ass laughed at me. running in and out of diva, topshop, topman, foxs, & bei hiao kia. bus no.23. trying to differentiate advertisements dots & shade dots. yanking & yada-yada thru out. me, threatening to paint his nails for him while he, threatening to bite my ears! ohya, he sucked at 5 10. (: &&, i aRe, you aSs! :D
wellwell,
as for now, i better get to bed.
meeting candice, my up town girl.
and ray, the banana murderer tml.
with baby of cos. ;)
what we could have been, 4/12/2007 12:22:00 AM.
Wednesday, April 11
i once own a glass ball.
a perfect one.
it sparkles thru & it's does wonders.
it absorbs happiness for me,
created my smiles.
but somehow, it slipped thru my lil palms.
i caused it to fall from such great heights.
it shattered into pieces, tiny lil pieces.
i understand that no matter how hard i try to mend it back,
it's still a shattered glass ball with crack lines.
& i know it doesnt does much wonders anymore.
it's afraid it might slipped & fall again.
but i know it will try it's best to shine again.
& does wonders like how i used to.
i promise once the glass ball is back w/o cracks,
i'll not let my hand go & allow it to fall off again.
i promise.
a perfect one.
it sparkles thru & it's does wonders.
it absorbs happiness for me,
created my smiles.
but somehow, it slipped thru my lil palms.
i caused it to fall from such great heights.
it shattered into pieces, tiny lil pieces.
i understand that no matter how hard i try to mend it back,
it's still a shattered glass ball with crack lines.
& i know it doesnt does much wonders anymore.
it's afraid it might slipped & fall again.
but i know it will try it's best to shine again.
& does wonders like how i used to.
i promise once the glass ball is back w/o cracks,
i'll not let my hand go & allow it to fall off again.
i promise.
what we could have been, 4/11/2007 01:29:00 AM.
he's unhappy, i know.
crying like some emofuck eversince an hour ago.
i miss you baby.
get him back will you?
crying like some emofuck eversince an hour ago.
i miss you baby.
get him back will you?
what we could have been, 4/11/2007 12:25:00 AM.
Tuesday, April 3
ohwell, twinnie called last night.
totally last min thingy to replace his mia promoter.
& i promised to help him out.
i actually have plans for the day.
but yet i promise to help my twinnie.
luckily he isnt mad abt me. (:
i slept for 4 pathetic hours.
& made my way to hougang.
uper far, luckily he was with me. (:
& that place isnt aircon-ed. :(
so he's busily sweating while me, whining.
okay, that silly boy sacrifies more.
he was so worried abt me,
plus it's damn far,
he insisted he have to go down hougang with me.
& he only slept for 4 hours also.
and woke up to made bread for me. :D
(he knows i dont eat breakfast, but he's just afraid i'm hungry.)
(& although his words aint that nice, i love him still. :D )
he accompanied me down to hougang.
and sat by me while i work.
he didnt complaint, even thou it's HOT.
worst thing, he isnt paid to do so.
i offered him half of my pay.
but he rather seeing me spending on my shopping.
isnt him sweet? :D
woke gp up.
psyco-ed him till he came down. (:
we were just too bored.
& we need some noise and laughters ard.
work was pure slacking today.
camwhore, honeylemon, ktv sessions, laughters, jokes, sabotages, role-plays, & gossiping.
we didnt skive, there isnt any crowd there.
knocked off at 5pm sharp.
went parkway for pool session.
definately dope. (:
the game between me & gp took more than 30mins.
we laughed all the way,
& i swear i didnt lose delibrately.
i'm just super suay kia. =x
plus, gp's pro. ;)
so next was me & silly's turn.
it was so obvious he gave chance to me.
even when i keep enphasizing not to let me win,
he delibrately miss the black ball,
delibrately have a foul ball,
just to let his lousy girlfriend win.
lol.
gp left.
& it was dinner with silly.
afterwhich was busrides and camwhoring. (:
i love my boyfriend. :D
4am now,
i should get back to sleep.
and let the pictures do the talking.
bugis tml.
SHOPPING. :D
loves too all.
byebyes. (:
totally last min thingy to replace his mia promoter.
& i promised to help him out.
i actually have plans for the day.
but yet i promise to help my twinnie.
luckily he isnt mad abt me. (:
i slept for 4 pathetic hours.
& made my way to hougang.
uper far, luckily he was with me. (:
& that place isnt aircon-ed. :(
so he's busily sweating while me, whining.
okay, that silly boy sacrifies more.
he was so worried abt me,
plus it's damn far,
he insisted he have to go down hougang with me.
& he only slept for 4 hours also.
and woke up to made bread for me. :D
(he knows i dont eat breakfast, but he's just afraid i'm hungry.)
(& although his words aint that nice, i love him still. :D )
he accompanied me down to hougang.
and sat by me while i work.
he didnt complaint, even thou it's HOT.
worst thing, he isnt paid to do so.
i offered him half of my pay.
but he rather seeing me spending on my shopping.
isnt him sweet? :D
woke gp up.
psyco-ed him till he came down. (:
we were just too bored.
& we need some noise and laughters ard.
work was pure slacking today.
camwhore, honeylemon, ktv sessions, laughters, jokes, sabotages, role-plays, & gossiping.
we didnt skive, there isnt any crowd there.
knocked off at 5pm sharp.
went parkway for pool session.
definately dope. (:
the game between me & gp took more than 30mins.
we laughed all the way,
& i swear i didnt lose delibrately.
i'm just super suay kia. =x
plus, gp's pro. ;)
so next was me & silly's turn.
it was so obvious he gave chance to me.
even when i keep enphasizing not to let me win,
he delibrately miss the black ball,
delibrately have a foul ball,
just to let his lousy girlfriend win.
lol.
gp left.
& it was dinner with silly.
afterwhich was busrides and camwhoring. (:
i love my boyfriend. :D
4am now,
i should get back to sleep.
and let the pictures do the talking.
bugis tml.
SHOPPING. :D
loves too all.
byebyes. (:
what we could have been, 4/03/2007 03:28:00 AM.
Sunday, April 1
my poor boyfriend accompanied me till 4am.
just becos i choose to give up my sleep as i'm going sao mu later at 5am.
and he got nagged by his mom for sleeping so late.
LOL.
& now i feel so bad.
just becos i choose to give up my sleep as i'm going sao mu later at 5am.
and he got nagged by his mom for sleeping so late.
LOL.
& now i feel so bad.
what we could have been, 4/01/2007 04:38:00 AM.
went to meet my silly boy for gelato.
& i couldnt stop laughing at his silliness.
esp the part where i stood right behind him for so long,
yet he didnt even notice.
now tell him, how blur can he get? (:
lifes' been pretty well for me recently.
with that silly boy of mine ard.
seriously, i'm jealous of his longgg fingers.
& i love whining at him abt my short & ugly fingers. :(
i think i'm pretty irritating.
becos i need him to give in to me,
yet being guilty when he has gave in to me.
someone pls smack me on my head.
and i always do stuffs which is against his thoughts.
he prefer me in curls yet i plan to rebond.
i'm such a stubborn girlfriend. =such a baddie eh?
i seriously need to change.
for the sake of my silly boy. (:
ps; he's real sweet & cute. :D
& i couldnt stop laughing at his silliness.
esp the part where i stood right behind him for so long,
yet he didnt even notice.
now tell him, how blur can he get? (:
lifes' been pretty well for me recently.
with that silly boy of mine ard.
seriously, i'm jealous of his longgg fingers.
& i love whining at him abt my short & ugly fingers. :(
i think i'm pretty irritating.
becos i need him to give in to me,
yet being guilty when he has gave in to me.
someone pls smack me on my head.
and i always do stuffs which is against his thoughts.
he prefer me in curls yet i plan to rebond.
i'm such a stubborn girlfriend. =such a baddie eh?
i seriously need to change.
for the sake of my silly boy. (:
ps; he's real sweet & cute. :D
what we could have been, 4/01/2007 04:04:00 AM.
